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Journal Entry: Thu Jun 27, 2013, 3:41 PM
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Do I even know how to write a journal here any more?? :O This will be a short one anyway, even for me! :sarcasm: B-) So if you were expecting something exciting or fun, I'll have to disappoint you. :sniff:

I just basically want to apologise for generally being so bad at keeping in touch and to ask you to please bear with me, somehow, unless you can't be bothered to, that is! I could call myself all kinds of negative names, even 'lazy' (which is even a MILD negative term I know, nothing major), but honestly I'm doing whatever I can, and from my heart. I know I neglect so many people, but I hope it won't matter in the end, I dearly hope everything will work out!! I always feel SO bad about people I'm no longer in touch with (temporarily in many cases, but it's often a LONG period of temporary, I realise!) and also about whoever I 'owe' messages or notes or replies. I think what's harder in terms of typing long replies to things is the fact that I already spend a lot of time writing/typing, so then it makes me 'lazy' to reply to messages, depending on whether I feel it's urgent etc. But it's not really laziness, it's having far too little time to do everything people expect of me (and certain things I have to prioritise), so when I can't please everyone and probably actually please nobody for the moment, well... all I can rely on is my intuition and heart and do what I CAN and what I feel I must instantly do, or what I need to do in whichever moment that comes along. I'm sure I look like a failure and a freak still, to many people, but I'll just have to bear that burden right now. Really, I'm sorry that I may seem pathetic in so many ways, but I can't let that stop me from doing what I know I must. I have to risk all judgement from others and the impatience of everyone or anyone, including myself. I'm sorry if this seems like self-pity, but I do go through a bloody hard time.  :tantrum: And I know I'm not the only one. Believe me, I know. :iconsootheplz:

Please take care and try to be good ;) Seriously, genuinely, uniquely, courageously good. Even when it may make people think you're 'lazy' about normal things, or a freakish failure.

Tons of love,
Melodious! :stereo:

If a book can be a song, if lyrics can be way long,
Then I'm still writing, composing, singing, orchestrating
A DifferenTune

My LookInside will be ready eventually ;)
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Footer image by AnnieMsson My characters RhYthm&RhYme
  • Mood: Rage
  • Listening to: SoulStone - Now That Your Love Is Gone
  • Reading: Your mind XD
  • Watching: My step
  • Playing: Music
  • Eating: Maybe it will be a biscuit soon
  • Drinking: Papaya Pineapple & Pear smoothie plus water

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Melody Joshua
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South Africa

Gold Music Notes by JSSanDA
Tell you about me? But I'm an enigma. ;) For now :floating:

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I love Red Pandas by WishmasterAlchemistMelody Stamp by BlayzesCadbury's Stamp by Kezzi-RosePure Truth - 05 by TheStampKingImagination-stamp by ZeroIQ5stare in my fridge stamp. by CitrusEcstasy---xI love jeans - STAMP by pofezionalColour isn't a typo stamp by ARTic-WeatherSHINee stamp by scenesqueLover of Colours Stamp by ZULU-CALOh Deer Stamp by ladieofficalYou Make Me Complete Stamp by ladieofficalListen To Your Heart II Stamp by ladieofficalI Am Rad II Stamp by ladieofficalPlay My Music Stamp by ladieofficalListen To Your Heart by ladieoffical:thumb49395430:Protected by Unicorns stamp by purgatoriI Love Music by WearwolfaaLove stamp by Auras
STAMP- Truth. by Kira-Ani-McGrathIt Feels Like Heaven by ladieofficalWhat I Feel Stamp by ladieofficalSomeday Stamp by ladieofficalI love black stamp by violetsteel
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Current Residence: Mars (not the one in the sky)
Print preference: Matt
Favourite genre of music: Anything that moves me (I hate porno vids/pics. People shouldn't sell their souls)
Favourite photographer: A number of equine photographers (not usually professional)
Favourite style of art: Sweet stuff
Favourite cartoon character: Most of my characters in my book, LookInside ;)
Personal Quote: With a soul so sure, a heart so true, my eyes and essence are purely for you
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Ace-Zaslavsky Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
GROSS SOBBING ALL OVER THE FLOOR DA DIDN'T REMIND ME IT WAS YOUR BIRTHDAY OR MAYBE I'M JUST BLIND AMG I'M SO SORRY :icongrosssobplz:

I really hope you had a lovely one though (and are having a lovely day today as well!), you deserve it along with a wonderful New Year ; 7 ; <333

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Dyel75 Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
:party::party:HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!:party::party::cake:
I Hope You Have a Very Nice Day!!:blowkiss:
Best Wishes and Greetings From Brazil!!!:hug:
P.S.:Having Yourself a Very Happy New Year!!
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JacobMainland Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday!!
Best wishes from your watcher ^_^
Have a wonderful day today! :party:


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SomersetRaven Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday! I hope you're having a wonderful day! :glomp: :hug: :heart:
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Sakura-Pumpkin Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch~!
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KirasElixir Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks4watching by KirasElixir  
it means a lot to me♥ .:little hopeful face:. by kittiehcakes  
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Sherryhill Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the faves!Galloping Unicorn... Galloping Unicorn... 
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inioli Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Dzieki by inioli
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Shiro-tae Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch! Bunny Emoji-72 (Kawaii) [V4] Your support means a lot to me! :iconyutasmileplz: 
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Jinhii Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the watch!!!<3
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